He Reigns

updated- Thanks for all the prayers. I'm surrounded by some amazing people and I'm so blessed. We go back tomorrow and I'm less anxious than I was yesterday. I know it's your prayers at work. You are so good to me. I'll post more soon.

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I lay anxious in bed. Nervous. Praying. Crying. I reach for my Bible. I find my notes from the last week. I wonder if Ang's facebook status was catered for me today. I figure it must come from today's Proverbs 31. It didn't. But today's devotion was good. I needed it.

Psalm 9:10, "Those who know your name will trust in you, for you, LORD, have never forsaken those who seek you." (NIV)

Psalm 145:18-19, "The LORD is near to all who call on him, to all who call on him in truth. He fulfills the desires of those who fear Him; He hears their cries and saves them." (NIV)

I believe it. But my stomach still pains with nerves.

This is His plan. His course. His doing. His big picture. He rules the seemingly chaos; it's all perfectly planned.

There is pain. It is hard. Today was hard. Tomorrow may be harder. But there will be a better day.

There is Hope.

Our God reigns.

Even when my heart is heavy He reigns.